why?

Why do so many of you feel you need to be 'trained' or embarrassed or humiliated or be something different then what you are? Its one thing to wear panties/lingerie to feel feminine (sissy) but why the next step to be rejected for who you are a guy in lingerie then treated like you are worthless. I love a guy in lingerie a masculine all male guy, humiliation or training to be subservient isn't even in the picture. I love telling him how to dress, how to pleasure himself and me. when it comes to some of the stuff with hurtings, embarrassments, changing features now that is scary. I have read so many stories about guys being subservient to their so called wives or mistresses or whomever. I can't imagine giving another person the control over your life, to me that is so scary, just not normal in any kind of relationship. But who is saying you have a relationship beyond a subservient one, now that is sad. i know everyone is entitled to their views and opinions but sometimes you all scare me. I hope most of the stories are just that fiction.
You all just scare me.

this was originally posted on www.pantiesetc.com by me

Testosterone

This week I was in a room full of testosterone. It was weird for me. I guess it is because I feel comfortable having a conversation with just about anyone. I can be standing in line at the grocery store and strike up a conversation. Last week I had to take a seat and a guy pushed in and I sat down next to him. We immediately started a conversation nothing earth shaking but it was good to talk to someone who could actually hold a conversation. I pushed in to let Howard sit down next to me. I know Howard because I have had several meetings with him for a year or so. It was easy to have a conversation with Howard. First it was talk about a few of his colleagues standing up front, how he knew them through an organization, he is the treasurer. Then how different guys are from girls. How easy it is for girls when we meet to hug and kiss on the cheek, tell each other how pretty the blouse or skirt is that we are wearing then getting down to the business at hand. I asked Howard don't guys do that, don't guys tell other guys about the neat ties they are wearing or the color of the suit they have on? Howard just looked at me and chuckled with a big smile. I guess guys don't do that sort of thing. I know I do, I like to see guys in neat ties and great colored shirts. The suit or other clothing depends on the guy. I have to admit I work with some guys that would fit in GQ with no problem and that includes Howard. We then got to talking about how he would rather not be in the uniform of the day. I looked at him and then he began to explain that in his business the uniform is a suit and how he wished he could be in jeans and a t-shirt. Now we both agreed that wouldn't due for the business at hand. I told Howard how at school we have a dress down day. Howard then explained his dress down days are when he won't be seeing a client or going to court. But then I remembered that one time I met Howard in his office he was dressed casual. Damn he is a sexy guy. As well as the guy that was sitting next to me. That is the point of this posting. The room I was in where ever I looked with an exception I was surrounded by beautiful men dressed handsomely and well groomed. It was such a turn on. As I was waiting with Howard and with the other guy sitting to my right I began to wonder what these two guys would be like dressed in lingerie. Damn Oh yes in a bra and panties. I would love to see them dressed in lingerie. My mind began to wonder, my fingers got itchy. I took out my notebook and began to write a story, this day being the starting point. The story will be posted return to read it. How I miss having intelligent conversation anything beyond talking about others, sex and lingerie; I am more intelligent then that.

A side note, I do miss having conversations with friends. It is amazing how few can hold a conversation beyond talking about people, sex and lingerie. I guess with me in close proximity to DC I pay alot of attention to the news and I do love watching hockey. Since meeting a friend out of country I even pay attention to world news. How else to know who to support and those who need to be voted out of office.

Men's Health

yes I bought the magazine today. when i bought the magazine I also bought 2 CDs, Chris Young. I love his voice and especially 'gettin' you home' and 'voices'. i heard he chatted with Jeff Foxworthy a couple of weeks ago when he was in Virginia, i wish i knew where. Virginia is a large state.
back to the magazine. i bought the December issue. i really enjoyed reading it and this issue had 4 fragrance samples. so i guess those samples aren't just for the ladies anymore. i will glance through it again then pass it on.
its a pleasure to enjoy guys.

Soy Products

I know I left a post before about soy products, especially soy products eaten by men. I guess soy products are a good substitute for meat protein but only in moderation. Recently I heard on a news show that another guy was suffering with pain and developing breasts. Soy beans have female hormones (estrogen) that when consumed in a large quantities men will begin to develop breasts and have other problems associated with the increase of female hormones from eating soy products.

This is the article:
Jeremy Piven Blames Soy Milk for Man Boobs
Wednesday, November 4, 2009Last updated 9:16 a.m. PT
By GINA DINUNNO TV GUIDE

First Jeremy Piven blamed sushi for mercury poisoning, and now the actor claims he grew man boobs (aka moobs) from drinking excessive amounts of soy milk.
Jeremy Piven leaves Broadway show on doctor's orders
"I was the guy that dabbled in soy milk, but now I've found out soy milk has enough estrogen for me to grow breasts," Piven told Scottish STV. "I had to put the soy milk down. It was a very confusing time."
Consumer and nutritional sciences expert Jill Hamilton-Reeves told AOL that she learned the 44-year-old Entourage actor was drinking 12 cups (about three-quarters of a gallon) of soy milk a day. "That means he was taking in approximately 360 milligrams of isoflavones a day," Hamilton-Reeves said. "And isoflavones are what people generally believe to be responsible for any effects in male reproductive hormones."
Perhaps someone needs a lesson in moderation.

Read the article or go back in my postings and read the article from Men's Health about soy products.

Ghosts of War- Ryan Smithson

I needed to share this book with someone and this was the first place I thought of. Many of you know that about 2 years ago my son joined the Army. He has never been able to tell me what happened from beginning to now. I know there had to have been good and bad times, scary times and laughable times. But he really hasn't talked about the military. Perhaps one day he well. But I had to share this book. I just finished reading it. I know from reading this book it was like therapy for the writer but it made me cry and proud and thankful for the military. A small passage from the book is why I agree this Iraq war had to take place.
pg. 240: "Do you appreciate your freedom so much that you're willing to fight for it?" "Yes" Okay he says" "Do you appreciate your freedom so much that you're willing to fight for the freedom of others?"
That is why we went into Iraq not looking for weapons or take their oil but to give freedom to those who don't have it. We need to remember how we fought for our Freedoms. We fought for them from England in the 1770's. We fight every day to keep our Freedoms. Have you been listening to what is happening in DC?
Weapons of mass destruction weren't a chemical or weapons but the dictator was the weapon of mass destruction! He took what was is given to every human because they are given naturally and unconditionally. Please read the book, see why it is necessary to be in Iraq and Afghanistan. What or Who is the weapon of mass destruction?
This is one of the best books I have read this year, I bought this book for my school library but something about this book drew me to read it, I read it, I hope it chased away the ghosts for Ryan. It made me realize the sacrifice he and others made so others may know the Freedoms we enjoy every day. So many fight to remove the number of soldiers from Iraq and Afghanistan, we fight so others can have the Freedoms we so much enjoy every day of our lives.

Compliment or Harassment

There is a guy I work with that has been called weird. I think we all are weird or strange in our own ways. This colleague has on several occasions made comments to me that possibly said to others might make them feel creepy. Last week at school we celebrated breast cancer awareness. This colleague did make a comment to me which to me is a sign of the times of being politically correct. He said 'we can celebrate breast cancer awareness talk about cures and preventions but can't comment if you like a lady's breasts.' I had to agree with him. I grinned because that day I was wearing a similar bra to the one pictured in a previous post. Is my colleague a typical guy that wants to admire a lady's breasts without being called a perv? Is it harassment? Can it be said as a compliment? Do you give those compliments to a wife or gf? Is it sexual harassment? Is it something that is missing in relationships? I know when I see a male colleague dressed well I compliment him. I love it when I see great colored shirts and ties on guys. For once I hope guys feel comfortable wearing colors, its time to retire the white and pale blue shirts.

Guess

My new bra very sexy cream colored with pink embroidery overlay. Yes that is a butterfly tat!

Its my friend who asks most mornings what lingerie I am wearing. You ask me why? Hmm. What if you could slip a part of you between those ?

Words Women Use...

I had this tucked away on a CD, this evening I have taken a few minutes to clean up CDs and toss some of them away. Remember I am a GG. lol
Words Women Use...

FINE ~ This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments.

FIVE MINUTES ~ This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it's an even trade.

NOTHING ~ If you ask her what is wrong and she says NOTHING, this means something and you should be on your toes. NOTHING is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last FIVE MINUTES and end with the word FINE.

GO AHEAD (with raised eyebrows) ~ This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over NOTHING and will end with the word FINE.

GO AHEAD (normal eyebrows) ~ This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care." You will get a raised eyebrow "Go ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by NOTHING and FINE and she will talk to you in about FIVE MINUTES when she cools off.

LOUD SIGH ~ This is not actually a word, but is still often a verbal statement very misunderstood by men. "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over NOTHING.

SOFT SIGH ~ Again, not a word, but a verbal statement. "Soft Sighs" are one of the few things that some men actually understand. She is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe and she will stay content.

THAT'S OKAY ~ This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can say to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you retributions for whatever it is that you have done."That's Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and used in conjunction with a raised eyebrow "Go ahead." At some point in the near future when she has plotted and planned, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

PLEASE DO ~ This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance to tell the truth, so be careful and you shouldn't get a "That's Okay.

"THANKS ~ A woman is thanking you. Do not faint; just say "you're welcome.

"THANKS A LOT ~ This is much different from "Thanks." A woman will say,"Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh." Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh," as she will only tell you "Nothing."

Shenandoah Region

I am not certain how many of you know where I live but I live in a very beautiful part of Virginia. The autumn foliage is beautiful this time of year. In the past I never really paid much attention to the seasonal change. For the last few weeks on my travels to school and to church I have noticed the season change. The mountains is where I see the change. Over the summer I didn't really see how tall or hilly the mountains were but with the change in foliage color I have noticed the varied elevations of the mountains. It was beautiful the reds, oranges, yellows and lately turning brown. I would say the trees are past prime color change, but it is still beautiful as the trees begin to fade from the yellows into browns.

Winter will soon arrive. Enjoy the weather it will be colder soon.

Firemen to the Rescue!

This was sent to me from a friend, its cute! Read then look!

This is one of the best blooper ads I have seen and

demonstrates what can happen when companies outsource

their ads to foreign countries in order to cut costs.

Someone who is ESL (English as a second language)

wrote the copy line for this ad. The little firemen

coming out of the bottle are supposed to be there.

It's the writing at the end.

Pink

I have been wearing PINK all week. Either panties and bra or some kind of outer clothing that is pink. This week at school is BREAST CANCER AWARENESS WEEK. The Leo Club is selling mardi gras beads in school colors and PINK as a fundraiser. We have been collecting the pink yogurt tops. Today I have on pink bra and panties. The last 2 days it has been pink blouse of some kind with pink bra and panties. The rest of the week I will be wearing PINK. Yes I still have more pink to wear. I have a pantie tattoo that is pink as a daily reminder for a friend.





Are you man enough to wear pink for Breast Cancer Awareness?

Teachable Moment

I had today off from school. I needed the day. I am not a morning person so getting up at 5 AM is tough. I did learn to get up at 5 AM years ago but this school year its been tougher then normal to get up. Having today off I slept until 9 AM. It was a good morning and a nice October day.

I had to go out to the grocery store for lunch stuff. While out I got gas for my car. While I was pumping the gas another older lady had to get gas also the problem she didn't know how! This also happened when I was getting gas a few weeks back but the girl was probably in her late teens or early twenties. A guy did help the ladies out but it is something we all need to know how to do.

Gentlemen, you need to teach your daughters, wives or SOs, how to pump gas. You might think they don't, they do. Not all guys are as nice as the guy that helped the two ladies, some would laugh then walk away. Take the time to show them how to pump gas. I only know one state that actually has gas station attendants to pump gas that is New Jersey.

Make it a teachable moment. You teach them how to drive remember to show them how to fill the tank!

Behavior Modification

The childish games you sissies play when it comes to your wanking!
Every good sissy should learn self control, and how to not loose her girlishness in the afterglow of such activities. Orgasm is no reason to take off your panties and forget you're a sissy!
Much to my suspect, it has become very apparent that most of you pathetic sluts actually wank your little clitties on a daily basis! This clearly shows how poorly trained you sissies really are!
Obviously, you have yet to be taught that your oversized clitoris is owned. By your Superior even though it is attached to your body.
Because you have shown such a selfish attitude of placing your pleasures above those of your Superior, She requires you to cease all masturbation activities until a schedule is planned.

You need a Superior, and a schedule. No to self pleasure unless given permission.

*sissify.net

'easing' into 24/7

First I need to thank friends over at pantiesetc.com for all my birthday wishes. You all are so good to me and thoughtful.

This is a posting from www.pantiesetc.com
Idea for 'easing into 24/7
"Here's a little idea for those not completely comfortable with jumping into wearing 24/7/365. Instead of throwing out all but an emergency pair or two of male underwear, throw out all but 6 pair. If you do laundry once a week, you will be forced to wear something other than your male underwear one day per week. If you let your laundry go for longer than that, you will have to wear "something" for each day it goes undone. If you need male underwear for the entire week, you can always do laundry a day or two early. If you want to add more "risk," you could always drop down to 5 pairs of male undies, etc. "

I think this is such a good way to get into wearing 24/7. But this is my response.

My response:
easing! can anyone really ease into wearing panties? Just do it! Until it becomes an everyday 'habit'. You know your daily routine. Will there ever come a day or time during your day when if caught in panties might prove to be inappropriate. I write this post because a friend that I do share panties with picks and chooses days not to wear panties because of his profession. He works with many guys that need to follow his 'orders'. In my friends mind if his guys found out he wears panties they might begin to question his authority. Really, how secretive are you when it comes to wearing panties? In my opinion you alone decide how often you want to wear panties.I am certain when at work 9 to 5 their are people you would prefer not to know you wear panties or lingerie at all.

I never thought about 'easing' into the pantie fetish.

I Didn't Know

Maybe you had realized or knew this but I didn't. I watch the fuel gauge to be certain I don't run out of gas but that is all. As I was driving home from school the other day I was listening to xm radio station that was doing a segment called 'thankful to God for...' you fill in the rest. A guy called in and began to explain that he is thankful for the little arrow on the gas gauge. I immediately looked at the gas gauge and yes I did have the arrow. What I heard next made so much sense. The arrow points to the side of the car where the little door is to pump gas into your car. Now did you know that, I didn't. Why doesn't the car salesperson point that out. It's trivial but worth knowing, right! Look at the picture see the arrow! That isn't the gauge in my car but it has the little arrow.

Now you may laugh at me and that is okay but I never noticed the arrow before and I have had times where I had to stop a minute, think which side of the car needs to be closet to the gas pump.

So the next time you get in the car look at the little gas pump, look for the little arrow, duh! I hope I gave you a laugh just now. enjoy.

Just a Friend

My friend left today to take a few days off, away from his every day occupation. My real first pantie friend, we have had some good times together. He is away, not just days to stay home but days on vacation away from home. I have for a few years encouraged him to take days off from work. Everyone needs days away from our everyday work stress. But he always found away to explain that he couldn't take days off. Would you believe it he finally took my advice. This morning I phoned him at work, he didn't pick up the phone so right away I thought he was once again too busy to leave for his vacation. He called me back almost immediately to tell me he was on his way to the bank and on down the road to his days away from home. My problem, I will be out of contact with him until Tuesday. The next few days will be tough because I wont be able to have any contact with him until Tuesday. He is the one I can pick up the phone at any time to call him and he would be there to answer the phone; be there to talk to about my day his day life in general just stuff. He would take time out of his busy day to talk to me, which would surprise me at times. He would be working and chatting to me at the same time. I can call him, I don't have to wait for him to call me.
I'll miss him until Tuesday but then we will have lots to talk about. Until then my phone probably won't be ringing. Its a long weekend for me, so I will need to plan my time so I don't feel the emptiness.

Panties

You know what I have realized that I like it when someone buys me panties. At first I was not thrilled about the idea. Don't ask why, I just wasn't. I have bought panties for others and sent them on their way but anyway. The panties bought for me weren't full briefs, or hiphuggers or any other style but they were boy shorts. I really never owned that style before. I have grown to like them more and more, for a couple of reasons; one being the colors, nice deep jewel tones and second because of the lace.

The person who bought these for me has found ebay and I tell him to be careful ebay can be addictive because he is also the one that bought me teddies. Which I love under a dress, such a sexy sensual feeling. Which I am beginning to like more and more.

I know the person who bought the teddies and panties for me thinks he owes because I readily buy for him and send them to him. For whatever reason he had, I am pleased he thought of me.

Those are them just different colors.

Hockey

Are you ready for some hockey? I have been waiting for hockey to begin since the draft. I watched my first hockey game of the season last night. Actually I watched 2 games. I like watching the Captials play but when the game gets boring I look for another game to watch. Last nights Capitals game got boring in the second period. I bought NHL Center Ice, I flipped through the channels and found the Islanders playing the Penguins. It was good to see the Islanders begin the season. The scoring was back and forth. The Islanders fought back each time the Penguins scored. With seconds left in the game with the score 3-2 Islanders the Penguins scored to tie the game. The game went to a shoot out, the Islanders couldn't get anything pass Fluery, so the Penguins won the game. I was disappointed, the Islanders got a point for the tie. They have a couple of new young players I hope they can use them to build a winning team. The fans need to begin to wear the Islander blue to the games. Fans make a big difference. The players need to know you are there supporting them. Look in the rafters the team of the 70's had loud noisey fans.

Go Islanders

Sleeping Partner

I have a sleeping partner. I can cuddle up and squeeze him. I can take over the entire bed and take all the covers, he wont say a word. I can talk to him and he won't roll his eyes he listens, I can share my best and worst days and I can shed tears he wont blink an eye or tell me its my fault. When the radio and alarm go off in the morning he doesn't complain he knows its a work day. Finally when I ask him how I look before I leave in the morning, he has a smile for me.
Best of all he is waiting for me when I get home. My sleeping partner.

thank you

I want to thank all those that wished me a happy birthday, especially friends from PFM. I had a good day.

thank you, N